Sad

Well, I was wrong about Sam.

I don't want to say more. But the cynic is me says, "Well, dumbass, this is what happens when you allow yourself to give you heart to someone else."

Well, the cynic has moved in, and for now, she's not moving back out.

Sad and devastated party of one - your table is ready and full of tequila.

I'd say cheers, but I'm just not in a good place right now.

And now I'm going to end with the lyrics of a song - some of you may notice a line from my e-mail signature line. This song has helped me in the past.

"It's a Fine, Fine Line Between Love and a Waste of Time"
There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.

There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of your time.

And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door
And walk away...Oh...

There's a fine, fine line between together and not
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.