Thanks, June

June inspired me this evening, unbeknownst to her. I read her blog, and she wrote about how we bloggers usually censor ourselves or how sometimes we write to a specific audience.

I know I do. And I always felt like I had to. Why, might you ask? Because too many guys that I've had relationships or psuedo-relationships with know about this blog (some I told, some found it for themselves) and I always wanted to be careful with what I said because I didn't want them to know my current social status or thoughts. Or I didn't want people to become worried about me when I'm really stressed or depressed. And sometimes I use this blog as a passive-aggressive/nonconfrontational method of getting certain information across.

Well, screw that. I am so tired of being dodgy sometimes. I will no longer censor myself because writing makes me feel better (writing and running are my therapy sessions) and censoring myself doesn't allow everything to come out. AND I'm just tired of avoiding.

So here it is. I will write freely and if people don't like what I say, they don't have to read it.

So there.