So, I'm in the process of completely cutting the Bastard finally out of my life (think deleting and trashing). But herein lies a few problems... First of all, I have something of his. It's not an expensive thing (it's a book), but it's still his (although it's been in my posession for two years now). He hasn't asked for it back (hell, he hasn't even attempted to contact me in two months). So, should I be the better person and mail it back to him or should I completely destroy it and feel good about destroying it (which is very passive-aggressive, I know)? On the other hand, he has a book of mine and I'm giving it up and buying a new copy since he's ignoring my presence.
Secondly, this blog. Since we didn't have a fight, I know he doesn't hate me. I have a strong feeling he reads this blog to check up on me (as he usually does) and I don't think he deserves to know anything about me anymore. He has no right to know about my running, he has no right to know about my work, he has no right to know about my relationships, he has no right to know anything new about me anymore. Which means I'm toying with the idea of completely getting rid of this blog (which kind of upsets me, since I've had it for years). I do have a blog on myspace, but I don't use it often and I kind of like the annonymity of this one (since not all of my readers know who I am). I might just get a new blogger blog and only tell a certain few of the new address. But it sucks because I've had this one for years! Argh. Stupid men.
So, if I got a new blog address, e-mail me if you're interested in the new address.
And on a non-Bastard note... it's supposed to be freezing this weekend! I might not run with my group, since it'll be in the upper 30s when we run. I might just wait until noon and run around Hermann or Memorial. I have to do 12 miles, which is 4 loops around Rice or 4 loops around Memorial. And it won't be as cold at noon.
And, I got my confirmation e-mail for the first innaugural Marine Corps Half Marathon! I'm exited.
AND I have a date this weekend with a really great guy.
I'm going to go jog now. Cheers!
1 comment:
first off, run with the group. who cares if its cold! it might be cold on january 13th!
second, dont destroy the book or the blog. who cares if he reads it? if i did that every time I broke up with someone or didnt want a certain someone to know about my life, I would be switching blog addresses a couple of times a year.
third, if you do move it, email me the new link. :o)
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